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Pissed

Happiness and sadness .... both these feelings are within us. But its not in our control to unlock both. I can't just get up one day and say "I will be sad / happy today". There must be some answer to this. How can one unlock his own happiness. There has to be a chemical within our brain which makes us have the emotion of happiness, how do I control the generation of this chemical. Think of the implications everyone will be happy, there will be so much more productivity in this world, no fights, no animosity, no war ... just like smoking pot and feeling happy. There has to be some negatives to balance these positives otherwise natural selection would have intervened and only happy people would be inhibiting this planet. Ah ha ! I got it, happy people would mean satisfied people who wont compete or have a desire, this would lead to stagnation.

Life has to be a balance of Happiness and Sadness ( Sadness is "Pissed to a point" where you have no control on altering the cause ).

I'm pissed today , after think thinking all night , I'm able to figure out the reason. But now I want to know how to exercise control over my feeling. The weired thing is "the reason" for my unhappiness. It brings back memories of my childhood. I remember , as a kid I used to get pissed for the eact same reason.

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