This is my confidence graph.
Its better than our stock markets :)
The graph has tanked quite a few times , I think the lowest was in 2007 July August time frame ... The graph took for ever to climb back up :) years passed and it gradually crept up in the background. I had lost hope that it would come back. But the pinnacle of confident me was 2005 - 2006 time , I have rubbed off lot of people in that time :( but still that was the time of my life.... Growing career , good investments, youth , good looks ... The crash took it all away in a month I guess. Its like you work and you work all life and loose it on a bad gamble.
I have to say my lucky stars are watching over my life and I feel like I am back to NORMAL yhoooo :))
Calm and composed flight journeys , willing to try the unknown , good sleep , feeling contempt. Few instances in the last 2 months : I drove 350 km alone for 9 straight hours on winding roads and did not feel tired ! Felt jittery but never over the top when I was flying into Boston on a night when there was 10-12 inch of snow and the sky over Boston was dense with 0 visibility ( thanks technology for making flying in 0 visibility possible ).
It feels great to be back to normal, normal is my new pinnacle :D
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